Quieter then a mouse

You know who has some good songs? Miley Cyrus and Selena Gomez. Yes in all honesty I just said them there are a few songs on theirs I love. Does it mean I support all they do? No.

Anyways I have notta to talk about my mom,sis and her friend are here for the night and will take monk camping for the week or at least a few days either way a break for me and maybe I will get some shit done finally.

Had a puppy scare the other day I opened the back door real fast and got Gizmo and I swore for half the night he broke his leg but he was walking on it fine and playing just fine plus he had been putting weight on it. Well long story short we never took him in and he is walking on it just fine and not showing any pain and the only thing he is doing with it is letting it be limp when doing a few things but then again he does that with his left leg as well. It is a little sore in his hip area but other then that we can move it just like the left leg and can’t make it turn funny and feel no different.

This is probably my longest entry in a bit.

Good news about MIL’s house as far as it looks they do not have to go to probate court all the boys need to do is sign a paper saying they have no problem with it going back to Dumma and Poppa (they had a land contract with her) besides that it seems BIL was over there today and were cleaning and such today. Dumma asked if we were coming over we told her no as my mom was coming up and we had things we HAD to do today truth was I told hubby “good they need to do SOMETHING besides take their stuff they can clean alone for once”

My goal this year is to learn Spanish I have a children's book on it (grade 1-3) I figure me and monk can do it together and around here it helps to know Spanish plus if I can learn it enough to converse with others it opens a lot of jobs for me in the area. Now the thing is I can sing it (tho I have no idea what I am saying half the time) but to talk it is hard for me (I can sing better in Spanish then in English lol)

HOLY SHIT we have 5,832 songs on our external hard drive and non are repeats and that is with out downloading ANYTHING recently and NOT counting all the C.d’s we have. Yeah we are music and movie people I would hate to know how much we would of spent on all the c.d’s. FYI it would take 15.5 days to listen to all the music (and there are some not counted cause the file type is not supported in iTunes.I miss good music. Like 2 pac and and rap from back then not all about bitches and hoes and getting head. Oh all these songs only add up to 30.91 GB Thank god for a 1 TB external lol they do not make even a dent in it.

Anyone remember the song Car full of White Boys? I love it lol Yeah I like the odd songs just like White Girls. Ahh memories of my teens. I can not post this yet as I can’t get online yet so ramble I must.

My house is finally getting to my like (4 years later) I gotta move the futon and end tables out and my chair maybe and get the bed up in the room. Ugh monk will be 10 when I am 30 makes things seem all to fast and my sis will be 20. 10 years between us all lol and knowing my luck between monk and the next. Had to cancel my appt again cause we are broker then FUCK!

BSB can still make me cry after all this time I will be sad when they start to die I had a huge crush on most and they are a huge part of my growing up much like how Jackson was to most ahead of me. Hubby sings me their songs in the car shhhh! Same with Savage Garden but then again they sing our song (one of them).

John Michael Montgomery can make me cry as well and OMG his VOICE I could melt.

Ok that is all for tonight it is 1:30 the latest I have been up since we got Gizmo so I am tired

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Summer Break?? Summer headache

I remember when I was a kid all school year I waited with anticipation counting down until that bell rang for the final time of the year.

 

Where did that joy go? Out the window when my son started school. Last year was not to bad our summer was filled with things since the start, this year tho we just had so much going on and finally a break only for school to end. 

He has been out of school for 5 days and those days have been hot which makes it only worse. I had a small headache on Monday and now a migraine I hope this is not a hint of what is to come this summer.

Our summer will still be filled with camping,swimming,crafts and more I just wonder when I am going to break down and lock myself in the bathroom.

Are you or your kids on summer break now? What are you planning to do for fun?

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An amazing man

I know I take all I have for granted at times.
Jason (the husband) is above good to me and our son. He gets us all we want even if it means we are super tight on money. I truly could not ask for a better husband and father to our son. Sure we have rocky spots but anyone who says they don’t or never have are liars. If you can have it out and still love the person it is good. The small things he does that I claim annoy me I actually look forward to. The teasing is annoying but without it he would not be who I love.

 

Originally wrote Oct. 9 2011

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Thinking on Life

What do you do when life creeps up on you? I have been wondering that for some time now. The past seven years have passed by so fast. My baby is in first grade soon to be 6. Jason and me have been married 5 years.            


My outlook on life has changed many times over the years, and all things I thought I knew I found out I had no clue about. I found out all the lies were truths and all the truths were lies.

The monsters under the bed were to be replaced with my husbands shoes. (which can be just as bad lol)
. The wild belts at my waist were to be replaced my my husbands loving arms wrapped around me. Eventually late nights out were nights in early. Being up all night was no longer for parties but from baby cries.
The smallest smile the tiniest of steps and the simplest of words were cause for celebration and long distant calls.

Soon I added Crime fighter to my ever growing résumé as I sought out evil monsters whose job was to scare and harm. Every cough and every sneeze was a cause for alarm and a call to my mother or doctor.

No camera could take pictures fast enough to slow the growing time. I was afraid to blink in case I missed something. And sure enough when I blinked years flew by. One year I had the cutest puppy the next a very fluffy bear, another year later I had an odd blue puppy. But soon he grew and I had a Jedi Knight on my hands. The following year he came to my rescue as a handsome Super hero.This year you go to your roots and want to be Italian and Mario.

(Originally wrote 10/20/11)

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